Well Damn

Man. I swear damn it all!!!!

Lisa, a friend we met through a friend, who we met through a friend has been in the hospital for a few weeks now and now has been diagnosed with cancer. She will be going through therapy starting tomorrow and it just turns into a wait and see game.

"This is just not fair", I said. I sit on the side of my bed and all of a sudden I start crying. Literally crying. This hits me like she was the closest relative I have, yet I have only known her a little under year. "Why is it hitting me like this?", I asked my wife. She says that Lisa is just one of those infectious people. It just doesn't matter how long you know her. So, I guess once she connects with you or even just speak to you, she got ya. Right at the heart I guess.

I don't know I guess I'm feeling very selfish right now, but I need to get that out and start to show more support to her and John. I just can't imagine what he is feeling right now. My thoughts a shifted to him and to one other person...............my wife.

I don't know how John feels now, but I can relate to the feeling of just not wanting your spouse to leave.

BUT DAMN IT SHE'S NOT LEAVING and neither is Lisa.

Please help me pray for Lisa & John. Even for what some folks might say is the impossible.

Too young, too young. Stay up & stay strong you two. We are still with you.